Friday, February 10, 2006

voor ~ uit dan maar







I like it - I'm not gonna crack

I miss you - I'm not gonna crack

I love you - I'm not gonna crack

I killed you - I'm not gonna crack

~ Nirvana / Lithium





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14 comments:

Sylvia said...

I enjoyed reading your site. Keep it up!

Emerald. said...

thanks, for dropping by

i'm trying to make it more consistent

internet is a bit slow these days

but then that suits my way of thinking, as I tend to forget things, especially when things matter to me

i'll have a faster connection at home in March maybe

Emerald. said...

sometimes people tell me i still live in the stone age for not having internet at home yet

they're probably right

but then my flatmates are like that as well ( excuses - excuses )

Emerald. said...

i'm signing out for now

i'll have a proper look at your site next time i'm on-line

Emerald. said...

P.S.

ehm, you're site seems interesting

although it might not be my place to say anything

it has a bit of a depressing feel to it

it's not just the colour Blue

i think you worry too much

i know what it's like

cause i can be like that

a lot

Emerald. said...

and for all the advice given from these other bloggers

there's truth but no logic

(that was just a line i remembered from seeing a movie :):)

Emerald. said...

strategic thinking comes to mind

and not being afraid to fall

did you have a bad start in life?

i'm just coming to terms with the fact, that I had one

i've fallen quite hard already

and most of the times i'm too tired too pick my self up

so i usually take the easiest way out

some call it laziness, or surviving

or efficiency

i'm now entertaining the idea to call it a minimalistic life-style

anyway, these thoughts are making me forget that i should eat something

so

i'm off

take care

Sylvia said...

Hi there!

I know my blog seems kind of depressing, but I will try to lighten it up a bit. Cause most of the time I'm really okay, though I apparently write when I'm a little sad.

If I had a bad start in life?
Hmm...Both yes and no.

Emerald. said...

some people would call it a challenging start, destiny, whatever

i would like to agree with that

i'll get there at some point

Emerald. said...

Ah, I see.

Have you tried writing when you see things in a different perspective?

I'm discovering what it's like to speak to my friends when i'm sad about something.

Emerald. said...

Gotta go.

See ya later.

Sylvia said...

I almost never tell my friends when I’m feeling down. Don’t want to bother them and I don’t feel comfortable telling them anything either. You might think that’s silly, but that’s just the way it is with me;)

Emerald. said...

Silly is just how you perceive things, is what I think.

I think your friends would like you to open up to them, as they care about you.

Emerald. said...

But if you don't feel comfortable.

You should give it a try sometime.